immortalize

i think you got the wrong idea about what we talked about last night. and i don't think that that should be the case. i wanted to explain. but i guess you didn't give me a chance to.
you might think that i'm OBSESSED with you or something. but just so you know. i said that i would have done it if you would have wanted it only applies to that point of time. where we both know that we wanted it. i hope you can understand. there is no particular intention to scare you or anything. or to change your perception of me.
there are things we miss and this is just one of them. why the heck did i come up with that proposal a while ago. cause i know that something like this was going to happen. the offer still stands. but if you're too caught up with the right or wrong. then i have nothing to say. but this. its not like everything we did was right.
go for it if you want it. i'm not stopping you. i'm not being obsessed. i just miss it. thats all. and i'm sure you do too.

i don't really care anymore.
but if you're going to ignore me based on what i said.
i'm damn disappointed in you.
it up to you.
don't think i don't know whats going on in your head.
i'm not as stupid as you think i am.


and don't do this to her either.